As of typing,january 1 2008 2:00pm Wednesday.new year to everyone,urs truly inclusive.with an eye to strive harder,the hardest the best..to seek more,to excel n scale greater height,to accomplish targetted benchmark (to keep the pot boiling) n attain basic requirement in life w/out dispensing norms n ethics;coded for this year resolution…MOU n accord me bind myself to.typical first day blues,chaos is the name of the day haha.new yr parties to attend,hosted by bzness associates,frens n families,the mad dash to hv the latest edition of mainstream newspapers…endless text messages to reply to,emails etc.tapi one thing stood out above the rest : how to sort out the messy second living room from stacks/clusters of belongings,baggages,pails,cloth hangers,files,hygenic care,shoes/sandals/slippers,books..
Thesaurus,dictionaries etc n of coz,stationeries…all belongs to my boys n gals whom will be leaving home,soon…by tomorrow.every corner,crooks n crannies = sendat dgn barang anak² !!!the annually back to school rush is here,again.thanks to my other haf task delegation superiority (she’s the admin,am the layman),all systems are in full gear,ready to roll.check lists after double checking put things in orderly manner…like apple-pie order!nail clippers,combs,brushes,handy plaster,eye drops,ointment,socks,pillows,tie clips,circlips,alarm clocks,batteries,detergent,towels,padlocks,plastic covers,etc,…full 5 pages itemized items to be ticked n double tick haha.all 4 kiddos wud be heading towards their respective boarding schools tomorrow.sofea wud be off next Wednesday,jan 9 2008 to experience the hostel culture at sekolah menengah agama raja perempuan ta’ayah,ipoh.
An eerie feeling of emptiness surrounded me on the dot.once the exodus completed…the small shack of mine wud be deprived of luff,rumble,growl,howl,warble,scream,buzz etc of my great boys n gals…just 2 homey clowns by the name of syamil n baby syark will be there to entice my spouse n myself.not the one to be falling between 2 stools…me better off keep emotion close to my heart.as me always said,form follows function,but it(form) too follows emotion,seldom la in my case,am not going to blow my own trumpet,ty haha.ako pasti seyakinnya pasti bahawa jalan yg shah n ako pilih utk anak² kami merupakan jalan yg tidak diragui kegemerlapan sinarnya,demi kebaikan mereka di masa hadapan,wanna let em be on their own,make their own choices,completed their own tasking etc.we just laid the pavement,they choose the vehicle,the accessories,the gadget,the gizmos etc to tagged along their journey into the real alm…let em make their own honest penny.since both of us,shah n me were from boarding school,we strive to the notion of sending em to ivy league or Oxbridge schools (don’t get me wrong here,pls…all schools in our education system = great);as other parents = they wanted the best out of every child they have,likewise here.only after the general examination of sijil pelajaran msia we will beg to differ from most of the parents hehe (senile creeping then).we wud first send them,after the spm to darul quran,in kuala kubu bharu (run by jakim) for a year to undergo intensive al-quran studies.next,we wud give the boys 3 choices : a) enroll in aeronautics courses – be a pilot or craft engineer b) join the rank and file of family run businesses or c) go read law,be a sober judge haha.as for the gals,we wud like em to be interior designer,a fesyen designer or simply read law,too.syahrin’s ambition = to take charge of a full fledge lemon grass plantation suraya’s = interior designer sofea’s = a lawyer syamil’s = pilot baby syark’s = pilot syamsul’s = pilot syazwan’s = pilot.haha I can see new foundland’s tundras right at this moment.kata org,latihan dan usaha serta doa berterusan akan membuahkan hasil.begitu juga dalam hidup ini…penyediaan rancangan(planning)melaksanakan rancangan di tapak bina (well executed planning) mengelakkan masalah (eliminating hotspots) dan mengemas kini projek (finishing touches) adalah usaha berterusan yg mampu merubah hidup kita menjadi lebih baik,bermakna,molek dll.spt lagu celine dion…my heart will go on : in my dreams I see u I feel u,that’s how I know u (another shah’s fav lyrics);dalam erti kata lain,kita perlu memantau,menyelami kehidupan barulah kita boleh memahami kehidupan yg sungguh indah dan bermakna ini.utk memahami kehidupan ini,dimana jua kita berada saya percaya..kecekalan hati amat penting.jika kita pernah jatuh samada terduduk,terguling mahupun tertiarap…luka berdarah,patah riuk,bengkak bengkil kita mesti tabah menyusuri susur galur denyut nadi kehidupan.teringat dizaman puncak gerakan reformasi dahulu ,kata² dato’ prof dr haron din : “ kita mestilah merasai denyut nadi kemahuan hidup.”don’t tell me it’s not worth trying and dying for…begitu ungkapan sahabat seperjuangan dalam NGO’s saya dari Canada…seorang activist greenpeace,peace u all haha.teringat pula pd symbol peace,the flower generation…hippies haha.bayangkan the mighty whale needs tiny plankton to survive,giant red wood needs smallest of insect,ant to stood majestically on its root…bayangkan kehidupan kita ini tanpa anak² kecil di sekeliling kita…not worth even half a penny,kan?us of America sanggup berperang dgn the whole middle eastern people (read here,the citizens,not the government) kerana the tiny n puny israel’s regime.itulah makna kehidupan…larger than life is the best word to describe our life….and to lead a normal functioning life..the reason = smallest of things hehe.itulah asas kehidupan,perkara remeh atau kecil.kita tidak hidup kerana world bank tapi world bank yg teramat hebat itu survive kerana kita,juga kita tidak hidup semata kerana klia,tapi sebaliknya.yg kecil akan sentiasa mendokong kehidupan yg besar.even serbuk kunyit dan juga garam amat kita perlukan…minerals n spices,semuanya jisim atau zarah yg amat kecil sifat individunya.juga LCD yg kita tatapi saban hari,samada,peti tv,laptop,pda phones mahupun jam digital di pergelangan tangan…all the tiny dots,fine individual pinheads (bukan the other pinhead…haha that’s plain stupid) which when grouped together give us a great resolution..plsma tv with vega engine…dunno!a compilation of each pulp = book, a group of individual wool lint = fabric.life is simple,mcm http akak ummie…aku simple hehe amponn akak.Cuma kita mesti tambah sikit the added values la utk menjadikan life ini s0 beautiful.knp perlu ada alpha utk omega,bed utk breakfast,bucket utk spade,lord utk lady,sin utk misery dan time utk tide (dulu di California,saya menggunakan detergent jenama tide,and the brand even sponsored nascar racing…in the nascar Winston cup series.nascar racing is bigger than the indy/champ car series…what is the collaboration or the osmosis between tiny particles of tide detergent got to do with nascar racing?).the bare truth is…tanpa advertisement racing car wud be dull n mundane looking piece of machinery haha.all the stripes,air brushes n decals look amazingly stunning and make the car appears to go fast…faster,aint life is s0 beautiful?go to any hospic ward…death is every where,why?coz the docs n the resident nurses pakai apron putih/biru pastel/hijau pastel haha same applies to the court house…u can see the right and the wrong doers on the spot,black n white only pls (some lady lawyers wears polk dots,black background with white dots) hmmm we all shud celebrate life in full colors,even rainbow pale in comparison if we apply colors to doctors vest or a lawyers multicolor tie haha.gritty teeth n cold ears me have.taraa..
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